I thanked people with a sombre smile, but inside, I kept thinking about our last phone call, which we’d left unfinished.
He’d said, “Thursday was productive.”
I promised to call the next day.
I asked what he meant.
Dad laughed and told me not to interrogate an old man.
Then my daughter needed help with homework, so I promised to call the next day.
There was no next day.
After the burial, everyone drifted toward their cars.
I didn’t move until Ben approached me alone.I stayed beside the grave, staring at the fresh dirt and wondering how I’d move on.
Rain began to fall lightly.
I didn’t move until Ben approached me alone.
He wore the same brown coat he had worn to my mother’s funeral.
He stopped beside me and held out a sealed envelope, my name squiggled on it in Dad’s handwriting.