That was the moment fear became something colder.
They were not panicking because they had already chosen the story.
By morning, I would be unstable.
Aaron would be the overwhelmed brother trying to calm me down.
Douglas would be
the tired father who had suffered through my episodes for years.
They had used that script in kitchens, doctors’ offices, school meetings, and family gatherings.
They knew every line.
They did not know I had changed the stage.
Three weeks earlier, Aaron had torn through my room looking for money he claimed I stole.
He yanked out drawers, dumped my laundry, opened books as if cash might flutter from the pages, and left my life on the floor like trash.
Dad stood outside my doorway that day too.
He told me to stop making Aaron feel like a criminal.
That sentence kept me awake that night.
By sunrise, I had ordered the smallest camera I could find.
When it arrived, I mounted it inside the smoke detector above my bookshelf with fingers that would not stop trembling.
I told no one.
Not my closest friend.
Not my mother.
Not even