I had no good answer, and that made the shame worse. The Army had retired Rocky after the blast, and I had signed every petition I could to adopt him. A private contractor had sent me a form letter saying he was placed in lifetime care, medically monitored, and unavailable for transfer.
Earl stared at me for a long time after I said that. Then his hand moved to Rocky’s collar, and he pulled a grimy metal tag from beneath the fur. The tag had a number, a faded bar code, and the name Northbridge Canine Services stamped across it. I knew that name because it was printed on the letter that had told me to stop asking.
I wrapped Rocky in the blanket from my truck and carried him like he weighed nothing, which was the worst part. Earl followed us all the way to the animal clinic and stood in the doorway while the vet read the microchip. When she said Rocky had been marked “placed and stable” six weeks after Earl found him starving, Earl whispered one word I cannot forget: