My thirteen-year-old son spent Christmas Eve alone in my brother’s garage, eating a cold turkey sandwich while thirty-five people celebrated inside.

Then I noticed the garage heater was running.

The garage door stood slightly open.

I walked over, opened the side entrance, and stepped inside.

What I saw stopped me cold.

Ethan sat on a metal folding chair beside storage bins and Christmas decorations.

His coat was still zipped.

A turkey sandwich wrapped in plastic rested between his hands.

He looked up when he heard me.

« Dad? »

His eyes were red.

Not dramatically red.

Not the way someone’s eyes look after sobbing.

They looked like he’d spent a long time fighting tears.

« What are you doing out here? »

He looked down.

« Just eating. »

« Why aren’t you inside? »

He hesitated.

Then he whispered, « Aunt Victoria said I smelled like your restaurant. »

I stared at him.

« What? »

« She said everybody dressed really nice tonight, and because I helped you at work, my clothes smelled like food. »

He rubbed a thumb against the sandwich wrapping.

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