No cake cutting.
No bouquet toss.
Instead, one hundred and eighty-seven guests stood around confused while my mother hugged all three of my children and cried.
Some people quietly left.
Others stayed.
The caterer, after consulting Elise, opened the bar.
I did not object.
At four thirty that afternoon, I sat in a bridal gown at a ballroom table eating grilled salmon while Rebecca made phone calls.
Grace had removed her shoes.
Lily was drinking champagne.
Ben was eating his third slice of wedding cake.
My mother stared at him.
“How are you eating?”
“Stress.”
“That isn’t a medical explanation.”
“It is today.”
At five twelve, Rebecca returned.
She sat beside me.
“You’re going to need to change clothes.”
“Why?”
“We have to go to a bank.”
I laughed.
“Of course we do.”
An hour later, still wearing my wedding makeup with jeans and a sweater, I entered a private banking office with my children.