“But why?”
My mother lowered her voice.
“Because he’s giving me medication himself.”
I jumped out of my chair.
“What medication?”
“His own pills. Every evening, he brings me a few tablets, puts them on the table, and tells me to take them because they’ll make me feel better.”
My hands went cold.
“Mom, do you even know what those pills are?”
“No. Whenever I ask, he says, ‘Don’t worry. I know what I’m doing.’”
I could barely contain my anger.
“Mom, don’t take any more medication you haven’t been prescribed. I’m coming tomorrow, and we’re going to the doctor together.”
She began crying harder.
“Sarah, please don’t tell your father. He’ll get angry.”
For the first time in my life, I was afraid of my own father.
The next morning, at nine o’clock, I was standing outside my parents’ house. My father was in the yard. When he saw me, he looked surprised.