It was different from the rest.
The paper was newer.
The handwriting was Ethan’s.
But there was no date.
And on the front were six words:
Mom, please read this last.
I couldn’t breathe.
Daniel handed it to me.
I held it in both hands.
For thirteen years, I had believed the hardest thing I would ever have to do was bury my son.
I was wrong.
The hardest thing was realizing that perhaps I had never been told the whole truth about how I lost him.
I looked at Clara.
She was crying silently.
Then she looked at me.
“Open it, Mom.”
So I did.
And the first sentence changed everything.
Mom, if I’m not coming home, there’s something you need to know about Dad.
Part 3 — The Promise
For several seconds, I couldn’t make myself read the next line.
My hands were shaking so badly that Clara rea“Mom.”