He had been made fun of in school and out of school and in the movie theater sometimes by the people who should have been grateful to him for helping them find their seats. The making fun of had taken many forms, some of them the kind that Leo had performed at the restaurant table, the imitation of his particular way of holding his head and his particular way of speaking, and some of them crueler than that.
“What did you do?” Leo said. “When people made fun of him?”
“When I was young,” I said, “I didn’t always do anything. Sometimes I was embarrassed. Sometimes I looked the other way.”
Leo was very still.
“I’m telling you this because I want you to understand that I know what I’m asking you to reckon with,” I said. “I have been where you were tonight. I have sat next to someone I loved and felt the particular discomfort of other people seeing him and responding to him with less than he deserved, and I have looked away. I have also sat next to him and watched someone make the face you made tonight, and felt what that feels like from the inside.”
