I was 39 when the doctor examined my large belly and suddenly asked, “Has your husband ever forced you to do something you didn’t want to do? M1

Rain.

The final image was simply an empty bed.

I closed the folder.

Daniel wiped his eyes.

“She hated me hovering over her.”

I didn’t respond.

“I told myself I was helping.”

He looked at me.

“I was scared.”

“You’ve spent seventeen years being scared.”

“Yes.”

“And you made it my responsibility.”

He flinched.

I had never spoken to him that way.

But once the sentence was out, I knew it was true.

“You never told me why you touched my stomach every night. You just said it helped you sleep.”

“It did.”

“Because you were checking whether I was dying.”

His eyes closed.

“That sounds terrible.”

“Doesn’t make it less true.”

“No.”

Silence settled between us.

Finally I asked, “Why the photographs now?”

“Because I noticed a change.”

“When?”

“July.”

Three months.

Exactly as he’d said.

“At first I thought you were gaining weight.”

Despite everything, I almost smiled.

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