I SPENT ELEVEN YEARS SHARING MY HUSBAND WITH A HOSPITAL. THE DAY I SURPRISED HIM WITH LUNCH, THE NURSES WOULDN’T MEET MY EYES, AND HIS BEST FRIEND TOOK ONE QUICK LOOK AT ME AND BRO.KE DOWN.

“I just want to thank somebody.”

I looked at her.

Tired.

Proud.

Thirty-two, maybe.

Working doubles while her daughter lay in this bed.

The number sat in my throat.

Forty-three thousand dollars.

Poppy’s college.

I could have said it.

Right there.

It was mine to say.

“Keep praying for them,” I said instead.

“Whoever they are.”

“I think they need it.”

She nodded.

She didn’t understand.

She didn’t need to.

My phone buzzed in my pocket.

A text from Owen.

I’m going to Voss now. Not Friday. Now. Before I lose my nerve.

Then a second buzz.

Nate.

Owen’s here. I’m coming in. I have to stop him.

I stared at the screen.

Nate wasn’t allowed past the lobby.

Voss’s office was on the sixth floor.

I took the stairs.

Two flights.

My lungs burned.

Somewhere on the stairs, I took out my phone.

I opened the voice recorder.

I pressed the red button.

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