During the third incident, I begged Julian to let me take her to the emergency room. I pointed toward the bruises, desperate for him to understand how frightened I was.
“Look at her, Julian! Something is seriously wrong!”
Instead of helping, he blocked my path toward the door and refused to let me leave with our daughter.
“Absolutely not. I’m not wasting hours at a hospital because you’re paranoid. Put her to bed.”
His refusal frightened me almost as much as Lily’s condition. Yet he continued insisting that my anxiety was the real problem, and after hearing it repeatedly, I began questioning my own judgment.
When the fourth Thursday arrived, Marcus carried Lily inside with shallow breathing and an unusually pale face. I noticed another bruise near her elbow, and the sight finally convinced me that I could no longer depend on Julian’s permission to protect her.