“Does Kai know?”
I closed my eyes.
“Whatever Kai says tonight, please don’t let him speak for me.”
“What does that mean?”
“Does Kai know?”
“It means I haven’t asked him to explain my marriage.”
Mom was quiet.
Then she said, “All right.”
I thanked her and hung up.
That was the only call I made.
I didn’t expose anyone.
That was the only call I made.
I didn’t send photographs.
I didn’t ask my parents to take sides.
I just refused to let Kai tell them what I supposedly felt.
The afternoon passed slowly.
At six, I tried eating a sandwich.
I didn’t send photographs.
I managed two bites.
At seven, my phone began vibrating.
First Molly.
Then Kai.
Then Molly again.
I didn’t answer.
A message appeared.
MOLLY: What did you tell your mother?
I didn’t answer.
Another followed.
KAI: Call me. NOW.